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12.19.06 (2:21 pm)   [edit]
So things have been really crazy these last few months... really. My job with SEI ended, i dropped out of school and moved out of Philadelphia.... That's the bad news. Good news is that i'm finally free of my parents. While i took their money i was in debt to them, now i'm just in debt like everyone else. I got a job as a graphic designer with an envelope and parcel factory, complete with office and malfunctioning film developers. Right now my living situation kinda sucks, and i do hate lying to my family at holidays as to where i'm living, but the only address that matters is the one i have on my paychecks. I'm scouting out new schools to go to while i work, hopefully i can get all my schooling out of he way in short order with all this work experience behind me. It's hard sometimes to think about everything i gave up, but i think i'm better off on my own. In the end i'm one of the lucky few who might make it without resources. My advice to anyone is that friends are the best resource anyone can have. Friends help you out without question, friends are a great source of support or distraction, and friends have friends worth making.
 
Right To Work
11.30.05 (8:14 pm)   [edit]
I'm walking down the street the other day and some guy comes up to me and starts flashing his papers. Says he needs to get to the parrol office to check in, starts asking me about the Septa lines and so on. Ended up giving him $5. Geez, why can't i carry smaller bills?

So then i'm not even down to the end of the block and another guy comes from across the street looking like hell. From the look of him, someone took a bottle to the side of his face, and his forehead looks like he's got a bullet hole in it. Says he's gotten into a car accident, stranded in the city, needs to get back to base, etc etc. So i give him a $10, the last of my cash for the week. Hey, can't leave a guy looking like that hanging.

I'm out of cash and digging for change to get a soda the next day, thinking how i'm suddenly the one in need of money. Still, even if the stories i was told were bogus, it made me feel good. Sometimes i think the only way to do anything meaningful is to do big things, you know what i mean. But in it's own way, even the little things like giving blood, volunteering and so on, that's alot better than apathy.

I make good refried beans, good spaghetti sauce and good steamed veggies. Anything on the stove i can do, but that oven thing... i don't get the oven. Everything is soupy or burned... oh well.
 
++Remember++
11.01.05 (7:53 pm)   [edit]
Your past has a strange way of catching up with you. This week alone i've had an encounter with someone from Albright who knew some of the people i knew. Then i get a phone call from an old friend from california, then today the regemental band from the Forge was playing at the Kimmel Center and i just so happened to have passed by. Is this some sort of sign of something? Or is it a temptation of some sort?

I haven't updated in awhile, and you guys know why. Good news is, i've managed to get some sort of idea of what's going to happen over the next year. Shirley said she wants to move in sometime within the next 6 months. Even though that's killing the whole idea of living alone and figuring things out, i'm happy to make the change. I need to be more responsible anyway, and what better motivation?

I can only wonder why Shannon contacted me. To say she's curious about our friendship wouldn't catch it exactly. Over the last few years we've had a distant, if non existant relationship. We used to be close, but that was no kidding, 6 or 7 years ago. She told me she was reading through old emails. That's prolly it. We're not those people anymore, i know i'm not. I mourn that i'm not, but don't we always mourn the past, as long as it isn't painfull. Maybe we all need to have a painfull past, whether we deserve it or not.

Shannon coming back into my life has depressed me a bit. She's 19 now, she was 13 when i met her, 13... i've literally watched her become a different person, while i think i've just become a more serious version of the traits i possessed when i knew her. We never had a thing together, and our friendship easily fell apart when i turned my back on the west coast. But in a different set of choices, who knows, no shirley, and maybe Shannon. We both admit it.

There was a time when i thought that's what i wanted out of life. I thought i wanted to distance myself from my roots, start some sort of glamorous reserection on the other side of the country. I really convinced myself, i was looking into schools, ametuer hockey leagues and dreaming dreams of californian women i met throughout my travels. Maybe it was the hand fate dealt me, being given the scholarship at Albright and rejected out west. Seemed odd to me at the time, and i'm still not sure it made sense. But perhaps that's exactly it. I believe will is stronger than fate, but we can never understand what it had in mind for us. The random factors of life are enough to drive the sanest person irreversibly insane.

When that line was drawn my new life, my current life began. The rest of my life had started at some point and i was just a little concerned that i burned my bridges out west, but not all of them. Sometime i lost all my history, and it is by some token i am remembered by anyone i've come into contact with in the last 3 years. I think it's the constant preoccupation with wanting to move on past my current state. In this life, do we prepare so much for the future we can't stand the present? Is that why the past hurts so much? It was the present that never turned into the future we desperatly wanted.
 
++Run Out++
10.27.05 (9:12 am)   [edit]
Oh man, the lst midterm is finished, i am so burned out it's not even funny. I wish i had more of an update to post, but i guess that's nothing new. Shirley's extended BDay is this weekend, so there's that to look forward to. I thought she was moving in this weekend, what with this crazy email i got. But things are, for good or worse, not going in that direction. Got my hopes up and scared me all at the same time, you know?

Oh well, my life is too much a distaster to be coahbitating. Man do i need to clean my appartment up. Good news is, everything is good otherwise, the anxiety of school is dying down and who knows, i might even update on a more frequent basis
 
+Not the Best++
10.24.05 (11:16 am)   [edit]
So my internet connection is working again. That's a welcome change of pace. So i won on friday, which is nice. Shirley got entirely smashed and tried my patience, it's a miracle she didn't have a hangover.

My apartment is a mess and i'm lacking sleep, i know it' 5:15 but sleep is calling.
 
++Artie, the Strongest Man, In The World++
10.21.05 (7:28 am)   [edit]

That's right, i got the first season of the Adventures of Pete & Pete the other day, and it's like a portal back to 1993 when women wore blazer jackets as casual wear and flannel was all the rage.  Nothing puts your childhood into perspective like a show you didn't understand as a kid, and still can't find the totality of the humor, today.


How cool is school these days?  I got to redesign the current earphone design, using alot of the technology pioneered in hearing aids.  Cuts down noise pollution, user fatigue, stays in more easily and doesn't burn out.  All this in my first year!  You should see the input/output box i'm working on for human/computer interaction.  In another life, i should have been an engineer.


So while at first, i fealt alone at school and thinking i made the wrong choice, now i'm thrilled with all the design work i've had lately.  Speeking of school, i got something from The Forge the other day saying that as of next year, they're admitting women.  Oh boy, that first year, prolly the second year as well, going to be very difficult for the staff.  Not that i have anything against women going there... just you know, this isn't the Citadel or West Point we're talking about here, it's just a 2 year shortcut to being an officer, or a dumping ground for criminals.  Who knew the demand was so high?


After this hurricane season, do you think it would be taboo to name your daughter Katrina?  I always liked the name, but i guess i'd have to fall back on Shirley's new favorite, Alister.  I think it's a good boy's name, but you know, she likes what she likes.


My old roomie Jack is apparently swooning over some girl he met at West Chester.  This doesn't seem like much to those of you who don't know him, so here's a quick summery of Jack's character: Jack is so slick, and so unscrupulous that he went through a string of girls after one breakup, pretty much just getting laid and getting them to buy him gifts, then blocking their calls.  I mean, i love the guy and all, but he is a stone cold manipulator.  The irony of him falling for a girl that he describes as "Dude, she's got like, dignity" is something i like to reflect on, cause it can happen to anyone.

 
++Catch and Release++
10.20.05 (10:30 am)   [edit]
You're reading the blog of the Miracle Man. Yeah, despite apathy, laziness, time contraints and basically not knowing what i'm doing, i've gotten through my midterms. Sure, i'm still filming for one last midterm (i'll post the video when it's done). But otherwise, i'm back to a less frantic pace, which has made me pretty happy.

This weekend is Shirley's BDay, and it's her first one that she's had a party for. She comes from a background that, shall we say, does not acknowledge such things. So she's pretty excited, and i'm excited for her. Should have seen how happy she was to have her first Christmas. We'll prolly drink ourselves silly Saturday. However, Friday is a late night tourney for me, so hopefully i'll emerge victorious (Craig is coming! Wacky hippie kid!!) and not too sleepy as a result.

Since i went to this engagement party over the weekend, the idea of marriage has been in the air. As expected, mom and Shirley are now wondering when the big question is going to be popped. Boy, this is scary, i hardly consider myself ready to be married. She and i haven't even cohabitated yet, and i don't believe in blind marriage, especially in this age of blurred gender roles, high divorce rates and the self centered universe. It will happen when it happens. You can make your own future, but you can't make someone else's.

This site is due for an overhual, i'll do something with it soon.
 
++Divest Yourself++
10.18.05 (3:59 pm)   [edit]
How about this? Goddamn connection is STILL out thanks to the people at Hotwire Communications. My personal recomendation is that you stay far away from Hotwire and go straight for Comcast.

I'm on week two of a three week midterm free for all, in which the weak get culled and the strong are left crying. So, being without an internet connection around this time is the most damaging time possible, save finals, of course. These weeks have been a test of improvisation and endurance. Oh well. Anyways, i get to work with some crazy kids, including Erik, the front of a one man band Velvet Crayon.

Ugh, i can't think right now, midterms, homework, multiple parties nagging me about settling down. That's a whole different can of worms, but you know the drill, leave some love in the comment box.
 
+Viva Columbia, Pablo is Dead++
10.14.05 (8:33 am)   [edit]

Ok, so wouldn't you know, the technicians come to fix my connection just as i'm going to leave for the weekend.  After 4 days of no internet, it's back, i'm back, all sunshine and rainbows again.


I have to laugh, because i have no control over the world whatsoever.  All morning we work on getting the project together and the server goes crazier than Whitney Houstan on a four day weekend.


Midterms are a'comin' and i'm not thrilled about that.  Why the hell did i go to art school?  I can't fake my way through things and write papers at the last minute.  Not exactly the place for a person like me?


Meh, it's rained for almost a week straight out here, and while people in north jersey are being flooded, the city is dealing well.  The days are shorter, the nights are longer and the weather is colder.  This is a great trend in my mind, a nocturnal creature, mostly.  The day is filled with noise, people and sunshine, bleh.  Give me the cold ambiguity of 2 a.m.  More importantly, all those people who don't deserve to wear less clothes will be forced into jeans and shirts that cover up their disgusting fat rolls.  Still, one of my favorite days of the year is that day in which people, women mostly, simply refuse the change in seasons.


On this day they come to the field still in summer clothing while they air is cold and so are they.  I have to laugh, as i'm sure they think i'm a bit odd when i emerge from my lair in long sleeves first thing in the morning (what do i know, it's cold at night, i just assume).


 So... right, nothing really to report, other than it being friday, being tired, being out of willingness to listen to other people talk about how horrible their lives are.  Recently i've been struck with an intense case of the fuckitalls, to the point where i cease to eat just because you know... i can manage without.


Yeah, i wish i had a better reason than apathy, like i'm training for when the revolution comes.  When the revolution comes i'll prolly just lock my door and sleep through it, then wander the streets that night wondering why the CVS isn't open when it clearly says open 24 hours. 

 
++Spatula++
10.12.05 (3:58 am)   [edit]

Yeah, my internet connection died, which is a whole story of headaches and heart aches.  Needless to say, it threw off my last minute production of my midterm portfolio for one class i'm barely floating along in.  In about a half hour, the axe falls, i'm screwed, game over.


Maybe i'm overreacting.  Still, i'm not fond of waiting aorund 7 hours for an errant technician. (sp>)


Anywho, that's why there hasn't been a post in awhile.  I'm hoping to get my connection back today, and make another post.  Right now i'm running on a lean mixture of caffeine and willpower...ugh and another class later today!


Grrr, this weekend can't come quick enough.  You should see me right now, i look like a wreck.  Still bruised over lossing to W last weekend.  It's not that i'm bad, quite the opposite.  W and i are terrors to behold, but apparently, he a little moreso than i... consistantly.  I guess there's nothing wrong with coming in 2nd if there's still a prize involved and a sweet little lady waiting for you any way.  So that's what i get to look forward to each month, being runner up.


Dad's going out to LA to see Kerri, his first trip out there, and the first itme he's been on a plane in four years!  Go dad, go.

 
Unprepared
10.07.05 (6:21 am)   [edit]

I appologize for the wierd moment of sensitivity last night brought on.  That's not very like me, as you might know.  Anyways, today means work... at least... being at the office.  I didn't have too much to do today, so here i am.


Oh who am i kidding?  More tomorrow hopefully, i'm tapped out

 
++War Hero Returns++
10.06.05 (6:12 pm)   [edit]

So Danny came over.  First time i saw the chap since his 3rd tour in Iraq.  He's made Sergeant, and hopefully won't have to go back.  I fear for him every time he gets deployed.  Even though he and i don't have anything in common anymore, he's still my childhood friend, the person i've known the longest next to my parents.


Mom and i took him to Jones, a really nice place in Philly, then i took him to PJ Wellihan's down the street and Dad met up with us.  A good time had by all, i'm prolly more drunk than i've been in a long time.  Sorry if  mispell anything.  I just want him to be ok, and i want to match his courage, but every time i meet up with him, i keep thinking about continuing my officership in the Army.


Thanks for all the support from the blog community, especially my regular readers, your hits mean the most to me.

 
++Danger, Danger++
10.04.05 (3:50 pm)   [edit]
So i'm going out to get some food and wouldn't you know, a drunken homeless guy is gonna start duking it out with the building security guard. I wanted to help out, but that guy was crazy. Luckily he just wandered off before anything got too crazy. So i mossey on down to the 7-11 and the S.W.A.T. is there. Seems there was some gang tension at the sev shortly before i arrived.

This isn't my first encounter with city violence. I remember years ago, back when i was still a punk (yeah, that long ago) we heard shots down the block and everybody froze. We walked the other direction and hoped for the best. Just like walking past that fight with the security guard and the homeless guy, i feel really bad i did nothing. Wish i stuck around in case things elevated.

Should i brush up on the old Kung Fu?
 
++What We Take For Granted++
10.04.05 (6:35 am)   [edit]
Time to update those links there, they are a bit dated. I skipped class today to wait for the water man, but he didn't show. I regret nothing, it was history of television anyway, loaded with every excuse possible to disguise the fact we watch tv for 3 hours.

Picture time later today, will post some pictures of my awful self so it can answer that question. Unfortunatly, i still have longer hair and no beard in these pictures, but oh well, i'm not really up for taking new ones today. I'm just sitting around, rotting within my appartment. Maybe i'll go the to Reading terminal later.

This is like my new favorite animation of the moment. David Firth does great, strange and disturbing work, like the Salad Fingers series. Limewire is back up and working, and i'm really not used to having unrestricted internet usage. I found myslef online at 2 am last night and thought about how six months ago that wasn't possible, and at this moment i'd be parading a flag down the main area. How things change.

At least there i had a purpose, a position and an reason to get up each day. Not that i'm lacking reasons to get up, it's just those other things i keep searching for out here. Maybe i'm too cought up in order, the influence of law weighing too heavily on me. Perhaps it's too early to know. I tried to get Shirley to move in, but i think she's scared of the comitment. Granted, it would take alot of work for her to transplant her life here in the city. She's never lived anywhere but the house she lives in now, while i'll lived in 4 different places in just 3 years. I can't say i blame her, it must be hard, and the prospect of doing everything that she does, in the city, while trying to stop me from self destructing, wouldn't be something i would expect her to jump into.

Sides that, her family is really against the whole notion of living together. Still, i think i'm a good guy and worthy of her father's trust. Sure, i can't really take care olf her right now, since i'm working once a week and living on a budget (that's cause of school) but i think in the future, the near future i could pull both our weights if she could some how find the way to go back to school full time. She's one of the bravest, most determined people i know, and she doesn't even know it. Oh boy, there's my soup.
 
Booster Gold
10.03.05 (6:19 pm)   [edit]
You're reading the blog of a happy man. City dwelling is nice, and trekking out to suburbia on the weekend is good as well. Got my monthly shot in the arm and i'm back to eating again, woo hoo! Camping wasn't bad on Saturday, even though less than half the people showed up. French Creek wasn't impressive, and if we did it again, i say we just dig a fire pit in Erik's backyard.

It was cool, we cooked hotdogs on the fire, baked potatoes in the cinders, smores, and played Fluffy Bunny until Erik managed a whopping 5 marshmellows in that gapping maw of his. Plus Sunday i had a little extra time with Shirley and stopped by the store for a bit. Good time, gotta tell ya. This weekend is gonna be even better. Hopefully i'll win myself some prize money and some free merchandise.

Sorry about that whole Superman rant the other day, like i said, i'm sorta on a Superman kick. Though if Serenity is any indication of how the Superman movie will turn out, look forward to future rants. By the way, am i the only one that supports the Superman Blue/Superman Red thing? Meh.

So i have cable for the first time in awhile, and can you believe what they have on these days? I'm digging this show Venture Brothers, just because it refrences so many old Johnny Quest stereotypes. God, i'm such a nerd...

Anywho, i'm trying to find the time to write something, make a survey link for you guys to help vote on some names of characters, maybe input some new ones. We'll see how i can rig that, but it's prolly just an empty promise. I'll post a new header soon, maybe with the Superman S. Who doesn't love Supes?

I killed a roach at Olive Garden today, free lunch. Not all deals are that kind
 
++Stop Screwing Up the DCU++
09.30.05 (9:12 am)   [edit]

It's not terribly usual that i post a 3rd post in one day.  However, upon mentioning the Superman Returns movie and contimplating how they are going to screw up my most beloved of superheroes, i have gripes.  Another movie in which Lex Luthor goes after Superman?  Did Gene Hackman plow Luthor into the ground with red kryptonite and all that nonsense?


(Mr. Myxyplyx created red kryptonite thank you)


I personally would have liked to have seen the villain be Darkseid or someone equally dark and menacing.  Instead Kevin Spacey will most likely act how he did in Swimming with Sharks, while Superman is played by a signifigantly younger actor.  Remember that Lex and Clark were childhood friends...


On a somewhat related note, WB is filming the Wonder Woman movie.  So far little information has been released, other than the creator of Buffy and Angel is at the helm of this one, joy of joys, another DC character done a great injustice.  Rumor also has it Wonder Woman is being played by Cameron Diaz, how wrong is that?  Cathrine Bell, i could see, Cameron Diaz? Listen, it's not that this is life or death to me, it's just that, well... think about how many girls grew up wanting to be Wonder Woman, or how many people around the world hold Superman in high regard.  Something doesn't seem right. 

 
++Big Blue Boyscout++
09.30.05 (7:09 am)   [edit]

Wouldn't you know, the whole money thing on my last entry meritted a second entry today.  I figured there's no point in starving when i have 4+ hours of driving ahead of me (i hate my commute) so i figure i'll get a hoagie from wawa.  That's a sub from a really nice 711 for those of you not from the blessed Philly region.  Man, my card got declined.  Not once, but three times.  That's a first.  So i checked into it.  Someone reported my card stolen... when it was still on my person... interesting.  Without cash at my disposal it made this a sticky situation which i managed to get through without anyone being cheated... but GD credit company put me in a bad place


Put i'm full of yummy hoagie goodness now and clacking away at my keys.  I think this weekend will merit pictures, as i've made some changes in my appearance of late, i'll have the big hair pics as well.  Oh big hair, how i miss you... damn corporate america!


There's a new Superman movie coming next year (Supes, yey!) that actually has a modern look and feel.  Info can be found at bluetights.net.  The actor doesn't due Superman any credit (like Mr. Reeves did?) because while he's strong, he's not ripped.  Look at a Superman comic sometime, Superman is RIPPED.  But my theory is that you can't get anyone to be that strong without them lossing their neck while bulking up (you know what i mean).  When given the choice between bulk and neck, i think they opted for a pretty boy with a neck instead.


BTW i regret posting that Grayson trailer, who knew it was based on the 60's Batman?

 
Mind Games
09.30.05 (3:33 am)   [edit]

So i'm at work again, which means slack off time!!  No actually i'm gratefull to be here, the money is good, the work keeps my edge sharp, and it continues to build my resume.  Listen to me go on about myself...


I'm off to go camping tomorrow, which promises to be an adventure.  I've hardly known Shirley to be able to cook for herself, let alone rough it for a few days.  Good thing this is only French Creek, and only for 24 hours.  At the worst, i could foresee hitting a Burger King on the way back.


Well, i ran out of money, and just in time too.  While i go without eating today, a nice check is waiting to clear in my account.  How absurd is it that when you don't eat, your stomach swells up?  Sometimes i find myself poking at my swollen gut, wondering how i managed to get the overnight beer belly, but then once i down a few pretzels the old bucket returns to a state of somewhat, shall i say, normality?


Nerdfest tournament next weekend, how excited am i?  Excited enough to be accused of not spending enough time with Shirley, but who cares!  I am nerd cham-peen baby, cham-peen!  Seriously though, i've got to curb my nerdishness, it's a problem that threatens my ability to blend in.


Workout 2005 has begun, in yet another feeble attempt to get into peak physical shape.  Yeah, we'll see how long this lasts.  My guess is that with apathy, poverty and general physical neglect, my odds of getting Mr. Universe are somewhat diminished.  Oh well, hit the comment box, show us some love.

 
Projected Numbers
09.27.05 (3:22 pm)   [edit]
So Vince's party was this weekend, and it started out as people drinking jungle juice (from which i refrain) into people just sitting around, telling funny stories. Wish people had stayed later, or that Jack had shown up like he said he would, but you can't have everything. Still had a good time and i'm constantly glad i decided to keep in good contact with my friends in Downingtown instead of giving up on them as soon as i moved into the city.

Speaking of which, i decided to wear out my Flyers' jersey today, which i thought nothing of. I walk into class and all these people give me this look like "The Flyers? In Philadelphia? Who would do such a thing?" which sort of weirded me out a bit. Then came the discussion of how Blacklisting and Martin Sheen's big mouth is getting him in trouble with NBC. I did it to myself i suppose, defending NBC for telling him to shut the hell up about the war. Every other person in the class, i mean everyone, blathered on in a "patriotic" way about freedom of speech. My arguement was that if i was the scriptp writter for West Wing and it got cancelled because Martin Sheen blew the sponsors with his fat trap, screw him, he can keep his views private.

So i'm now mr. conservative pariah in at least one class, a shame since i'm usually the defender of Constitutional Rights. I think i'm prolly different than most people here, as my background would indicate. It's hard fitting in here from time to time, because i'm not totally consumed with myself, my art or being metropolitan. UArts is just where i go, art is just a means an enjoyable job, life is not as dramatic as i think some people make it out to be. This philosphy is making me regret coming here, doing art or otherwise throwing in my lot with these people.

I came to a conclussion this weekend that really saddens me. I've been a supporter for the war since it's beginnings, defended our purpose there, President Bush, the admnistration, everything. But after this whole two hurricane business and the Fed's complete incompetance, i'm not sure i even support the American government as a whole anymore. This is meant to spark debates or piss anyone off, it's more like a confession. I still want to support the war, still want to see it through. I just can't with this strategy of occupation. I have to believe that things could have been done differently, better. My trust of all polititians has been shaken, and the taint of curroption runs too deep for me to believe that America cares anymore for our servicemen.

With all our power, all our wealth, all our good will squandered, i'm not so sure this country is worth dying for anymore.
 
Close The Square!
09.23.05 (8:49 am)   [edit]

First off, i'd like to say that working a mac is 10x cooler, faster and all around less of a pain in the rear than a PC.  Second, the new foam based soup at work makes your hands smell like gasoline... honestly.  That's not exactly what you want to eat your sandwhich with, but left to no more options, you eat the gas-samich.


How about this disaster going on in the south?  Figures New Orleans floods again, that place can't catch a break.  Best of luck to everyone in the huricane's path.  At least people seem better prepared than Katrina.  Jim and his unit are never leaving that area.  Oh well...


Good news is, Danny made it home from his 4th tour in Iraq(!!!).  He's now an NCO and looking to go into the FBI, which means embassy guard detail for him.  Watch, they'll put him in some hot spot like Lebanon or Syria.  Can never uncross your fingers with that guy.  He's supposed to come up this weekend to see his dad, but i'll be a few miles away, dogsitting.  We'll prolly go drinking to toast his incredible talent for battlefield survival.


Otherwise, the weekend is hectic, which is better than not.  Gotta get some cash together to last until the end of the month.  Food good, but wouldn't you know, there's none in my parents' house when i do them a favor.

 
Hatches Battened Down
09.22.05 (9:42 am)   [edit]
Another week of classes down, off to work tomorrow. Oh well, i suppose there are worse fates indeed. I'm trapped in New Jersey most of this weekend. taking care of my parents' le chein petite (or is it le petite chein?). Normally i wouldn't mind that much, but something is amiss. All i want to do is have some fun during my week, but it's hard making friends when a good portion of your class is made up of commuters or freshmen out of high school. It's not like i even understand most of the transfer students, we're all nerds in some capacity, but some in darker ways than others.

This being said, i'm not with many a friend in the city. I mean there's Vernaza and Nosek, but they go to Drexel and Temple, i'm sure they're busy in their own right. Still, it's been less than a month and i'm sure everything will be fine.

A new header on its way tonight, it took me all of one minute to create, using Studio Artist 3, such a cool program i question Photoshop's usefulness. Heresy, i know, but there's nothing like sitting in Slavko's class, listening to him lecture while i render in Studio Artist.

I need to get my readership back to what it was. My long hiatus has stalled out my regulars, but with luck new people will start reading as there is a link on my UArts site. Here's to hoping. Next week i'll get back to my normal posting schedule, with regular posting content: music and so on. In the meantime, hit the comment box, show me some love
 
Intuitive Design
09.21.05 (2:08 pm)   [edit]
Not too much to say today, i'm feeling a bit under the weather. I've not run out of money, but things are tight what with SEI only paying so much for one day a week. I just ate some pizza, my first "meal" in about two days, so my head is a bit swimmy.

I still don't have an internet connection, but by the end of next week, i should. Perfectly absurd for someone of my major, but stranger things have occured. I was really happy cause i tested out of html labs in intro to interface. A small victory, and i could say i'm not suprised, but i had a less than stellar performance on the written exam, coming off a less than stellar week. So i'm happy, it gives me an extra hour and a half each week which i should put to good use, should.

I spent that time today eating pizza, drinking coke and watching the Four Feathers, one of my favorite movies.Recently i've been cought up in this whole gallantry thing, what with the Four Feathers, Count of Monte Cristo and a recent upsurg in my interest in Superman. I dunno what it is, but if you're a fan of Batman, you might enjoy this (http://theforce.net/fanfilms/...)

Since i'm using the UArts computers, my entries will prolly be short and without new headers at leat for awhile. But i'm back for now, sorry i let you all down by keeping you waiting this long.
 
Enertia Creeps
08.18.05 (5:47 am)   [edit]

First and foremost, i'm still at work, being pretty much what you would call... unproductive.  It's my last day for awhile, and i'm finished with the loose ends.  Today is going to be mostly working on my sites, running the campaign and generally sucking on the teet of corporate internet. This is my last post for while, a week or so, maybe longer.  Off to Arizona then right back to class.  Unfortunatly, no internet in the appartment yet, so i dunno when i'll be able to update again. 


I was walking barefoot down the sidewalk the other day.  No, not the sidewalk in Philly, there's no telling what i'd catch!  I was helping my parents out and walking their dog.  So the rain was on it's last legs, and the sidewalk was inviting.  All of Haddonfield's sidewalks are made of out bricks, which have been pushed up in several places from tree roots, and otherwise is uneven terrain.  The bricks were warm and slippery from the moss and rain.  It was really relaxing, just walking around under the tree canopy while the heat had finally died down to a decent level.  For the first time in awhile, i didn't have anything on my mind, i was just out for a walk, and it was great.


I really need this vacation, i've beenr unning around like a madman.  Hopefully it actually will be relaxing and give the girlfriend and i time to connect a bit better.  We've both been so hectic that when we have time together we usually look at each other thinking the same thing, "Entertain me".  Wouldn't it be nice to wake up and not have to start that morning grind every day?  Good thing i have college, even this late in life i think i can appreciate the part time scedule of a full time student.


I've also pledged to get myself back in shape.  Man, this disease thing has gone on too long.  Because of it, i haven't been able to engage in my favorite physical activity: running.  As soon as the vacation is over, i'm burning away.  The shape i've decayed to can only be described as absurd, but it really goes to show how deep someone loves you when you fall out of shape and they don't even notice.  Befores and afters are in order i suppose.


I totally want a demolition derby car.

 
2 Steps Above Cheap
08.17.05 (6:27 am)   [edit]

The Devil i am, all seems forgiven between missjane and i.  Goodie, no sense in either fo us wasting any more energy on the subject.  Next time i'll get an "in bad taste" permit before using anyone's good name.


Tomorrow is the last day at SEI full time, then its back to blissful part time as i crunch programs and languages left, right and center.  Aren't we all so fortunate?  I don't care though, anything but staring at endless lines of code and going to meetings is an improvement.


I came across a fun little site which you can test your own tyrannical impulses.  I threw in what i knew and got:



A little annoyed there was no Papa Doc, they must be biased against Haiti.  In the same idea, i found this wonderful little video you might enjoy as well.  The reason i didn't post it in the side panel is that it loops, and has no control panel.  That would drive you insane after while, believe me.  Today is just chocked full of dictators, as Hitler himself makes an appearance in the video on the right, the 2nd episode of "On the Moon" one fo my new favorite animations.  It's just so clean and smooth, wish i could do all that.


As a side note, i love Pain Away.  It's an aspirin found in the office first aid kit, which contains caffeine.  No more spending money on coffee, you've got water and Pain Away!  I haven't had caffeine in some time, so yesterday when i chased off a headache with Pain Away i got the jitters.  Woo!  Last time i had that, i was taking ephedra to pull all nighters for finals.


I was hanging up my uniform for storage the other day, and it struck me how hard that is to do.  I'm never going to have to wear the crotch huggers (pants) or taco hat (overseas cap) ever again.  Not that i have a problem with dressing like a cop, turns out Burger King gives a 50% military uniform discount... morons.  Anyways, no more medals, no more ROTC, no more rifles, flanking manuevers or parade formations.  Good stuff, bad stuff, i'm back in regular college life.  Just wish i had the guts to keep going with my officership.


Thewarp is down, thanks to the new owner Nekiel.  He and BrotherDrake are sratching their heads trying to get the message boards back up, which means about a third of my readership is now without link to this heresaid blog.  Oh well, traffic is doing very nicely so far and might well outdo my hopes several time over.  You all rock, thanks for reading.


ROWYCO= Rock Out With Your Cock Out... i didn't make it up, all the rage in high school

 
Double Shabbaduya!
08.16.05 (5:17 am)   [edit]

So more than one person has called me in some form insensitive or immature for my header.  Then again, who knew we lived in a world so self important?  I can be accused of wanting my blog traffic to grow too quickly, or being greedy and overly competetive, but immature and insensitive... ok, maybe insensitive.


As for being the royal jackass i've been trumped up to be, like i'm really calling missjane a fascist and suggesting that a vote for me is signing on to go kill her i say



It's a joke, get over it.